Knock me out on pills,
Get me drunk until I pass out,
But nothing will make me forget.
Nothing at all.
My name is Allison and I'm pretty unimportant. I have a girlfriend. she's my world and I love her more than literally anything. I couldn't ask for anyone better❤️
Dear god make me a bird so I could fly far. Far far away
I had my boyfriend who smokes use matches for a few days instead of a lighter and record the date and time and whatever he was thinking about while smoking.
It’s funny that he quit smoking a few weeks after this project.
Chimamamda Ngozi Adiche, We Should All Be Feminists
The most powerful thing anyone has ever said to me: “You deserve to take up space.”
I remember what you said after our first kiss and I remember what you said after our final kiss and both of them make me sad to think about.
Even though I don’t love you anymore or want or even tolerate you anymore I still think about it and cry. Because you broke me you dirty fuck.
September 19th. 4:55AM.
“Jesus fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I miss you oh god I can’t breathe. Please come home. I need you.”
September 21. 6:02AM.
“I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t function without you here. You didn’t just take my heart, you took everything.”
September 22. 2:09AM.
“What the fuck, I found your old sweater and it smells like your favorite alcohol and my perfume and Jesus Christ I’m gonna loose it.”
September 24th. 10:01PM.
“I don’t even have an excuse. I’m not drunk, my mind isn’t in that 2am haze. It’s just me and I’m sad and I miss you so much it feels like my bones are shattering.”
September 26th. 3:57AM.
“I hate you for leaving me. I hate myself more for letting you leave. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you, I tried fuck did I try. I don’t know why I expected you to love me when I can’t even get out of bed most mornings without wishing I hadn’t woken up.”
September 27th. 11:46PM.
“I’m sorry for everything. I love you so much. And I just want you to be happy even if that’s not with me. I’ll be okay, I think. Thanks for loving me at least for a little while. Bye.”